i am really fucking scared to graduate high school in a month.
wow, i never actually said that out loud before, i use the “aww yeah i’m ready to move on to the next chapter of my life” but i’m not. its easier to say that so there are no other questions.
i am really scared to leave everything behind. nothing will ever be the same. the friendships will never be as fierce. we will all never be as close. some of us will move away, we will all make new friends and even though when we come back home we will see eachother it won’t be the same.
i’m scared to leave the routine i got so used to. i know who my friends are, who my enemies are, i know what i am suppose to do everyday.
these last few months have honestly gone by so fast i feel like i haven’t even had time to sit down and think about it.
i have 18 days left as a high school student. 18 days to make it worth it. 18 days until i have to actually grow up. fuck. i never actually thought this day would come…